I will never forgive myself, I cheated on her, can't move on?

okay well since you have tried to get her back and she doesnt want you then i suggest you do the same and move on from her. no one will know you are a cheater in the past if you dont tell the new girl. just dont make the same mistake with her. you seem like a good guy who made an honest mistake , so im sure another girl will come along soon. as long as you move on from the one you are hung up on. start out by flirting with girls at work/school. make plans with your friends to go to bars or games. just anyting to get your mind off this girl. you have made a mistake and there was a lesson here i hope you have learned, this expierience will only make you stronger as long as you arent a cheater. begin a new life without this girl. and good luck!!!!