Been TTC for 2 years.....How do you 'forget' about it?

i was ttc for 5 yrs and was like u couldnt stop thinking about it and for more that u try u just cant cuz everywhere u go theirs a baby.. i did the same thing as u i did clomid for 3 months and then how the first 2 months didnt get a BFP i thought i wasnt no more so after the 3rd month i just didnt test at all and den it sucked because i would drink and was pregnant and not knowing because i didnt get any symptoms at all so on jan 11th i was going to start some medication from mexico nd before i was going to take it i just decided to test incase and theirs when i got my BFP went to the doc 3 days later and i was 3 months already that was just the happiest day of my life now im 38 weeks and 4 days with a baby boy just waiting any day now for him to come out so dont give up that clomid is the best worked for me hopefully for u too..u will never relax because it will always be in ur head untill u see the BFP... good luck and lots of baby dust